Sunday, September 21, 2008

~barbecue~

So tired today..
I slept the whole day..
Then went to barbecue but I went late..
So people going to keep soon..haha
Then we went to mamak stall eat lor..
HL said my friend wanna give me a surprise saying that he likes me or whatever because he brought me out with his families..
but it was kind of disappointed because nothing had happened actually..lol
But it was in my expectation because I knew he doesn't like me and my feelings to him are also as a friend only..
I still love him more~heh
he wants a 3-storey house..
some more must got a guard house 1..LOLZZ
For me..I just only need a small house with a good husband which loves me more than anyone else..That'll be great enough for me..wink~
It's great when I think back of being a failure in a relationship during the past..
I've learned a lot of lessons..
Now I'm good enough to be single..
I thought that I'll surely can't live without him..
Sorry WK~
I realize I can live better without you~
And also i realized that there are more people caring for me now compared to when I'm with you.
You gave me a lot of happiness but sadness and disappointments are even more..
I can't imagine a day with you again~
My feelings towards you are like writing on sands..
It had gone forever after you rub off the words..
You had changed my heart~
There's no more you inside my heart~
And I also feel weird..I changed because of him??lolxx..
I don't know also..But I know i like you~
Hmm...Good night..muakkzzz

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