RAIN~

You know what had happened just now?
Due to had already been few days have not log in to my blog..
I've forgotten which e-mail I used..hahhaa
No wonder always can't log in..
These few days I only kept playing PS2
play eye toy until my hand's muscle also cramped already..hahaha
Now it has been raining since yesterday non stop..
Keep raining and raining and raining non stop only..
Wanna go anywhere also can't..
So bored...
Don't know what to do now..So I update my blog lo..
I don't really have much to write also..
But these few days I really feel very happy..
Last night, my supper was Mc. Donalds
Rain so heavily and yet I can still go MCD to buy supper
My uncle spent rm70+ to buy us MCDs'..
All of us also eat large set..hahaha
Since wake up until now I heard the sounds of rains..
Not very peaceful..
But yet it's kind of nice if it was just a small rain..
The sound would be different if that happen.
I think the whole Penang will be flooded very soon..
Or maybe it has already happen..
feel like going out..
But I have nowhere to go now..

Hmm...
It's been awhile since i never update blog..
i mean 2days..lol
Because I'm lazy..LOL
Later will be going to Thaiping..
He's on his way to KL now..
Actually I don;t have much things to talk about now..
Because I'm rushing to go out now..LOL

23rd but all about 22nd and 21st

Today is 23rd September 2008
2days ago I've bought a new hand phones(which is the same model like the past 1 but different color), new watch(white in colored 1),also 300gms of BAK KUA(it means pork mince)
Now holiday I got nothing else to do other than eating and eating and eating only..
After sem break sure I'm gonna become a brand new (fat) Astina.. LOL
But he says I'll not become fat 1 because I'm thin..
I said I can.. Then he said " then you eat let me see loh "
You know what I replied?? such a lousy answer..
I said " if I become fat then no 1 wants me is it you want me? "
ZZZ... And yet he don't understand my meaning..
Ok talk about yesterday..
Nothing much to talk about basically..
Because I did not went out..
Ohya I did..
I went to a clinic for a blood test regarding the hepatitis B 1.
Every 5 years I need to have 3 injection within a year and mine was like over due date already
I was suppose to take those 3 japs last year but due to I was having SPM examinations that year and my mum scared i'll feel pain while writing..
So we decided to post pone it until this year.
And yeah..That's really hurt..
And now I not yet even get the 1st jap and I've already feel scared..
It was just a blood test before the japs..
Yesterday LLK messaged me and we have a very sweet talk..
Hmm..Will he be my next bf??
LOL...God's decision..not ours..
And last night I sent a message to him but he no reply..(saddie)
Anyhow..I'm still grateful for what I've got last two days(his masterpieces -photos)

~barbecue~

So tired today..
I slept the whole day..
Then went to barbecue but I went late..
So people going to keep soon..haha
Then we went to mamak stall eat lor..
HL said my friend wanna give me a surprise saying that he likes me or whatever because he brought me out with his families..
but it was kind of disappointed because nothing had happened actually..lol
But it was in my expectation because I knew he doesn't like me and my feelings to him are also as a friend only..
I still love him more~heh
he wants a 3-storey house..
some more must got a guard house 1..LOLZZ
For me..I just only need a small house with a good husband which loves me more than anyone else..That'll be great enough for me..wink~
It's great when I think back of being a failure in a relationship during the past..
I've learned a lot of lessons..
Now I'm good enough to be single..
I thought that I'll surely can't live without him..
Sorry WK~
I realize I can live better without you~
And also i realized that there are more people caring for me now compared to when I'm with you.
You gave me a lot of happiness but sadness and disappointments are even more..
I can't imagine a day with you again~
My feelings towards you are like writing on sands..
It had gone forever after you rub off the words..
You had changed my heart~
There's no more you inside my heart~
And I also feel weird..I changed because of him??lolxx..
I don't know also..But I know i like you~
Hmm...Good night..muakkzzz

HOLIDAYS~

Finally...
What I've been waiting for..had come!!
HOLIDAY~~~~
Yesterday right after finished exam...
Immediately we went out to our old place..Gurney
To watch movie.Death Race..A nice one..
And then I went for steamboat with my ex classmates...Miss Them lotzz..MUAKKSSS
And yeah..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NAT N CKY~~
And after today..I'll be having holidays for few days only i guess..
So..gotta appreciate it and do what ever I'm thinking of doing..hahah
Feel so good being with you~~
Your care..your passion..
Feel so calm when I'm with you..
You brought colors to my life~
But anyways...we are still friends...LOLZZ
And I don't hope much...Just friend is already enough~
I'm going for barbecue tonight
Well..last night steamboat and tonight barbecue~
Can't imagine how will I look like after the holiday..LOLX

Best Friend By Kiroro

Mou daijoubu shinpai nai to nakisou na watashi no soba de itsumo kawaranai egao de sasayaite kureta mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo kagayaiteru toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de itsumo no you ni dakishimeta anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou arigatou arigatou Best Friend
Konna ni takusan no shiawase kanjiru toki wa shunkan de koko ni iru subete no nakama kara saikou no purezento mada mada mada yareru yo datte itsu demo minna soba ni iru kitto ima koko de yari togerareru koto sonna koto mo chikara ni kawaru zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de itsumo no you ni dakishimeta minna no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou arigatou arigatou Best Friend
Toki ni wa isogisugite miushinau koto mo aru yo shikatanai zutto mimamotte iru karatte egao de itsumo no you ni dakishimeta anata no egao ni nando tasukerareta darou arigatou arigatou Best Friend Zutto zutto zutto best friend Translation:
I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry You always smile at me I am blessed because you always shine before me Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is Faces that always being looked at Forever hugging each other Your smile has helped me endless time, you know Thank you thank you Best Friend These plenty happiness that I felt at this moment All the friends that I have here, you the best present I am blessed because you always be by our side Surely things that I have accomplished here, those things too give me strength (change to strength) Faces that always being looked at Forever hugging each other All of your smile has helped me endless time, you know Thank you thank you Best Friend Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is Faces that always being looked at Forever hugging each other Your smile has helped me endless time, you know Thank you thank you Best Friend Always always always my Best Friend

How Friendship suppose to be~~

wow~~I'm late for my post again..lolzz
Actually i don't plan to post any blog today..
But after reading one of my friend's blog..
I finally have some ideas to talk about in my post..
She said about accounts and how we helped her and all sorts of friends things..
Ya..That's my opinion..
As a friend..we need to give and take all the time..
Thanks for thanking us SH..hahaha..
I also appreciate the friendship between us~~
Talking about thanking,
I really want to thanks Lecture Khoo also..
Haha..YS you naik pangkat already..
You are our(girls) GOD now!!LOLZZ
He came all the way from BT.Maung to Greenlane just to teach all of his friends Accounts..
And yeah..We are DUMB!!We always ask questions..(luckily I don't ask that much due to I already have accounts basic)
But when I saw his face..I feel like laughing out..
He said to me..'Astina i wanna no energy already faster help me'
Hahaha..I thought GOD doesn't need help??LOLZZ
I only kidding la don't angry..hohoho~~
If got chance really need to treat you eat already..
Not just because of the Accounts..
But all the cutting song's stuff..
Really feel so malu to you lor..
If i know so ma fan then I'll not ask you to help already..
And my friend also very very leceh 1..haha~
Change this change that..fuyoo~~
I myself also feel pek chek but you some more not angry and never give up to help me..
Really feel so grateful to have a friend like you..
Thanks alot~~
Never mind next time if got this kind of things..
I don't dare to ask from your help already..
Because you are too good..
I don't wanna find so much problems for you..
Later you angry~~HAHAHA
But I know you're not small gas one..haha~~
Ohyaya..not only that..
He also thaught me a lot of things about cars, viruses and also musics..
Now only I know cars are so complicated and there are lots of cars which I've never seen before in my life..
And what kinds of viruses harmed my computer and so on.
Hahaha~~Before that I really don't know that R&B musics stands for rythm & blue(sad)
Know you really can know more things one.
Because your knowledge not only limited to studies..
Yours are widely knowlegeable.
And mine are just for studies..
Othe than that..I know nothing 1..hahaha~~
That's our ~F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P~
~Love you all lotzzz~

(This blog reminds me how to appreciates peoples help and also how friends are and should be)

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Today i finally finished my BS paper already..

So long never update my blog,,,

No time at all!!

After finished HE paper, immediately is BS paper the next d ay..

Where got time to update blog??

Now I'm struggling with Accounting paper..

Our group gals planned to have a group discussion tomorrow..

But the problem is..

None of us are good in Accounts..hahaha

So we decided to ask YS golor..

But i scared he'll refuse to go..

Because his house are so far away from town..

Wanna come down also feel tired and moodless ler..

I understand one..

But i really need him to teach me lo..

He's very good in Accounts ma..

He's not only good in Accounts..

He's good in socializing(especially with girls)

Good in manners..

Good in joking..

Good in helping people..

Good in everything..

Talk to him feel very nice one oh..

So P.s:girls out there..If you're struggling to find a new BF..he'll be the best choice for YOU!!

lol..So do not hesitate anymore..later ferry go..the you'll just left sampan to sit..then don't cry oh

Hehe..wah!!i'm like promoting YS to people out there who are single..lolzz..

Free advertisement..YS you must thanks to me oh..heeee =)

This is a picture of him~~cute oh!!

I AM READY!!!

Hubungan Etnik!!
I am READY for your challenge!!
I burned mid night oil just to study this stupid subject..
I CANNOT fail!!
I MUST pass!!!
You are STUPID!!
I am INTELLIGENT!!
Intelligent people always can manage stupid things well..heh..
So, I sure will manage you well..
Don't worry..hehe..
Now it's 6.30am..
Some more 2 and a half hours to reach the exam time..
And I'm going to school at 7.45am..
I should be preparing to go to school now..
And yet, I feel SLEEPY already..
Hahaha.. Hmm...
What should i do now??
Go study some more??
Don't want already lar..
MEMORY STORAGE FULL
Can't go in anymore..swt..

LIFE~~

I'm awake in the middle of the night again.lolzz

For the stupid Hugbungan Etnik revision lor..
I miss him much~~~
Die dee lar....
Wahahahaha
Life sometimes is like that one..
When you love a person..
Does not mean that person will love you..
You love him/her and he/she love others..
Then when you don't love him/her,he/she will love you..
Life's like a fairy wheel..
It goes round and round and round..
When you first walk in to the wheel cage..
you are at the bottom..
Nothing goes right..
Bus somehow,things changed when the wheel reached the top..
It stops there for sometime..
And you'll be on the top of the world..
What you asked for will come to you..
What you've waited for so long will come to you also..
But don't forget,the wheel will starts to spin again..
And you'll not be at the top forever..
That's life..
I've been at the top of the world before..
I've been at the lowest part of the wheel before too..
And that's my life..
But I am grateful my fairy wheel never stop spinning..
Because it does not stuck on the bottom forever..=P

FREE DRINKS!!

Just now i went to my old working place,
Starbucks Borders.
Nurul gave me and all my
friends free drinks le..hahahahzz...
1st time i went to Queensbay spent rm2.30 nia..lolzzz..
"ALOT" right??hahaha..we use the free Wifi
and also free drinks and everthing free..
hahaha...i miss all of them soooo much!!
I know they miss me too ma..hahahaha..
because they told me they miss me 1..haha..
just now i received my tips money for last month..
how much you guess??
RM.0.40 le!!!like that also Nurul ask me come and take..
Very obvious she miss me la..
wanna see my face ma..hahaha
Just now i went there..all things also haven't change..
Just partners had changed lor..
they say cannot tahan with Akmal wor??
He so good le..Why partners can't tahan him wor?
maybe because they always repeat same mistakes which make him feel frustrated then scold them lor..
he never scold me before 1 wor..
because i'm a good partner ma..hahaha..(sendiri say sendiri siok)..
wahahahah =P
That's the time when my ss Nurul
pull shots..hehe~~

sot sot's note book

today...my firefox went wrong again..
can use..then cannot use..then can use again..hahaha
really need to send it to cpu hospital already..
at least for body check up..haha..
see..i'm talking nonsense again..zzz
drunk again..haha..my classmates all now busy talking about who'll become the next class representatives in my class next semester..lolzz..
i've elected crystal but she shoot me back wor..sobzz..hahaha..
because no one wants to be a class representatives in my class..
ma fan ma..hahaha...so many duties that need to be done..
like me this kind of people..will become a class representatives?? funny ah...hahaha
i only like to fool around with my friends...my own homeworks also hardly can be done already..
some more do part time free labor for the class ah??
haha..got pay then i want la..hahahaha..
only those who likes socializing likes to become a class representatives..
why not our class's GOD become the next class rep??
hahaha...who i meant by God i guess only my classmates knew it..
lolzz... kk..really need to go study already..
if not..Miss Chan will say 'ASTINA KAMU TUNGGU REPEAT NEXT YEAR 1ST SEMESTER,TAK MUNGKIN GAGAL HUBUNGAN ETNIK,KALAU GAGAL,1 SEBAB SAHAJA,IAITU MALAS BELAJAR' to me..hahaha..i can remember what she always say already..scary..byebye..

first blog in this blogger.com!

hello..astina is in the house..haha
trying to be a rapper but i know i failed to be 1 of them..
lolz..yah..this is my 1st blog in this website..
astina is my name(now and forever)
only 1 astina that is me..hahaha..
never mind i am drunk again..
talking nonsense again although there's no alcohol in my body at all.
so sick!!
in these few days..all i can talk about will be EXAMS!!
because there's nothing much i can talk about other than EXAMS!!
ohya..about him..hahaha
miss him lotzz...
but no point missing him because there's more people missing him too other than me..
but that's ok with me..
because i'll be happy if he's happy..
yah..i really mean it..
i'm not a person which if i like it..then i'll get it..
without thinking of others..i'm not ok?
haha..so lame..that's what lauyihoong always said..
hahaha..why are they exams in this world??
who created is??who's the creator of the EXAMS????!!!
so frustrated with the EXAMS lar!!haihz..
i wanna go out!!but can't because i'm sick now..
other than that..i still need to study and study and study!!(no wonder i'm crazy now..study overloaded..hahaha)
crap so much..how about telling all of you about my favourites??
yeah here we go...
sleeping is my life..
shopping is my passion..
hanging and fooling around is my hobby..
teasing my friends is a respect from me to them..
i love my parents..
i love my families..
i love my besties moii moii
i love my friends...
i love people who loves me which i did not mention it just now..
i love whoever which does not hate me..
i does not hate whoever which hated me too..
i only hate people which backstabbed me and also trying to backstab me..
i hate liars!!
Noti hate pretenders!!
back off please!!
most of all...i LOVE ASTINA HO MAY CHIET a.k.a myself lor..haha..thanks for knowing more about me..but please don't judge me by just knowing so little about me..you don't have the right..
i'm a very clumsy and yet stupid girl..
i always lied by peoples..
haih..ok..stop here..bye peepzz