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I cried last night..

For something which I feel is stupid and are not worth for me to cried for..

I knew that..

But I still cry..

Was that mean.. I am stupid?

Cry for something which I knew was not worth for..

I tried not to think about it again..

But this tragedy kept appear in my mind..

It makes me can't stop thinking..

Maybe it was my fault..

Like he said..

I was the person who made him changed..

My fault..

Now not the problem of whatever..

Just the matter that I can't forget..

How hard I tried..

He's still in my mind.

I tried since this March..

I tried to use lots of ideas just to forget..

But in the end..

I failed..

And yah..

You told me you was not going to forget either..

But you did now..

I knew I does not care anymore..

just the I can't accept the fact that you will just forget a thing in just few days after you said will never forget..

And know is the best time for me to let go of everything..

Maybe it's good for me to let go..

I'll not carry this burden with me all the way to the future anymore..

Hooray..

Let go of everything!

Study study study!!

I will surely forget it one day..

I'll not let the past to control my future..

I'll not let the past to affect my emotion again..

I'll not let myself down anymore..

Sorry Astina because I cried yesterday..

I promise will never cry for stupid incidents anymore..

It's not worth at all for me to cry for a rubbish!!